I'm in Love!!!

Yes, I’ve fallen in love, AGAIN and I want the world to know!!  It’s real, unconditional, true love! I’ve known Him for a while now.  He’s someone I can lean and depend on for anything! He’s my everything! I can’t imagine living life without Him!  I’m sure you know who He is! His name is JESUS!  I first fell in love with him back in 1997 during what I called my six month “reconstruction period”.  It was a time when I deliberately spent six months seeking Him for a more intimate relationship.  During that six months, I experienced the love of Christ like never before.  I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Him, and only wanted what He had for me!  I’m back in that place again!!!!! He is my everything and I know I can’t make it without Him!  I want only and all that He has for me and has promised me!  I love my life in Christ right now! It’s a life of simplicity and obedience.  I may not have everything that I think I want, but I do have everything that He knows I need!

I love serving as a Caregiver!  I know that I’m doing what God desires of me at this time.  He constantly let’s me know this through the people that I’m serving.  On my second night of my new job, I went in to get one of my residents up to go to the restroom.  Usually, she’s a little resistant to the other caregivers, but she was very cooperative with me.  After using the restroom, I helped her back to bed.  As I was leaving out of the room, I heard her say, “Thank you God for sending her.  She is so nice.”  Of course, my eyes filled up with tears and I just gave God the glory!

I also love serving at my church (El Elyon International)!  I finally completed my new member’s class on today!  I have already begun serving on the Evangelism Team.  We recently went out for soul winning at an event here in Phoenix.  While out witnessing, God allowed me to first witness and pray for a young man named “Christian”.  While I know there are many  persons named Christian out there, I know this was a divine assignment.  Again, God confirmed to me that I was doing what He sent me there to do: to help win souls for the Kingdom!! I know I must obey God and do the work that He has assigned me.

I love studying at Phoenix Seminary!  This pass week was finals week and I’m off until summer begins on May 21^st!  TGBTG!!!!.  I am enjoying my studies and am looking forward to what’s to come.  While I don’t know exactly what God’s expected end is for me, I know that this is all part of His preparation.  I just want to be ready to do whatever He has predestined for me to do. 

Tonight during service, Pastor Mason reminded me that “My obedience is not optional”.  It is because of obedience that I am here in Phoenix, serving as a caregiver, serving at El Elyon International Church, and studying at Phoenix Seminary! In obedience, God sent me all the way to Phoenix, Arizona to fall in love with Him again! I love my life! I AM HIS!